A Mother's Tears

I haven't posted for a few days because I wasn't sure that I could actually post without losing control of my emotions. To clarify, this past Sunday we took Ben to college. Sure, no big deal, he'll be home again (God willing). However, to a mother, this is one of the hardest things to do.....letting go. I can still picture him newly born, laying on my belly, that bottom lip pouting out, needing me......ME, his mother, he needed ME, now, it's not that way, he doesn't need me anymore. Ok, honestly, I know, he hasn't really "needed" me for a long time now, but at least here was here, at home, not needing me *sigh* yeah, I'm blubbering. Mother's perogative! Just for the record, emotions are not in check yet I guess. I just want him to miss me too. Dang, I need a hug!!!!!!!!!

Alex is playing his first football game of the season this evening. He earned the position of starting Quarterback!! I'm very proud!

I guess I really don't feel much like blogging anymore right now, perhaps I'll try more tomorrow.

Y'all enjoy the rain,
Love Ya :)
*sniffles*